hearts meme!

[necrolord]

a hearts symbols meme

1. post a blank comment for your character
2. copy and paste symbol + meaning
3. enjoy your bounty of emojis

❓
I want to understand you.

😏
I would flirt with you.

💗
I would date you.

💋
I would kiss you.

🍆
I would have sex with you.

🤝
I would fight by your side.

⚔️
I would kill for you.

💎
I want to protect you.

⭐
I look up to you.

💢
I'm angry with you.

💀
I'm afraid of you.

😈
I want to mess with you.

🖤
I would use you.

🔪
I would hurt you.

🦑
I would kill you.

💛
You're my friend.

💕
I love you as family.

💖
I love you as a partner.

Comments

[justoscar]

The only people I'd consider any bonds with are Ruby and Dipper, my boyfriend. We all agreed that it's just not a good idea for any of us.

... Why are you asking about bonds anyway?

[martyrofduty]

They'll still be around, if we are, however long to come. I don't recommend them under most circumstances. Not that my approval is needed in most cases.

Plenty of reasons. Knowing whether I'm having a private conversation or one another person may be 'hearing' so to speak. Should things come to violence, I prefer to know what damage I am doing; yes they may be choosing to attack me and thus the feedback is a consequence for their actions. If that's the case, I am ethically in the clear. I still prefer to know. Understanding someone's poor mood may not be their own affects how you can help with it.

Those are some examples.

[justoscar]

That makes sense.

I think about all of that anyway because of my... Situation.

We've made arrangements and most of the time it's not a problem. Mostly, its about respect and following boundaries.

This is the only place we can have any kind of privacy at all, so we do our best to keep it

[martyrofduty]

Generally, whatever the context or influence, I prefer to understand the choices I'm making. I'm used to having to operate on less. I'll make the choices, then, because not making a choice still is one.

I'm glad you've managed that. I'm not sure what would happen if the other half of mine arrived.

[justoscar]

Maybe you'd both have your own body, like in my situation.

But, that might be complicated. Would he look like you?

... Who was he, anyway?

[martyrofduty]

It would be complicated. Regardless of bodies.

He would look like me.

My husband.

[justoscar]

That must have made your decisions Really Hard, Pyrrha. I'm sorry.

[martyrofduty]

It was, but we made it together. That was the best we could do.

[justoscar]

And were you able to talk with him at all?

[martyrofduty]

We had clear communication before he ascended.

OP
Not once.

[justoscar]

... I don't know what you mean by Ascended. But, that sounds really lonely.

Is-- is any of it better now?

OP

[martyrofduty]

We have never communicated since he became a lyctor. Ten thousand years ago, roughly.

OP

[justoscar]

Ten thousand--

I can't even imagine that many years-- or being alone for that long!

OP

[martyrofduty]

It is both a blessing and a curse that I do not remember it all. What I do is enough.

OP

[justoscar]

Guess we have to find blessings somewhere...

But, what happened you your husband? Why are you here and he's not?

OP

[martyrofduty]

In some ways, I have low standards for good days.

He died six months ago, the same day Augustine did. Augustine is here. He is not. I don't know why he isn't here. He likely didn't come here with me because we were no longer in the same body.

OP

[justoscar]

I didn't know any of your people were dead...

But, wait. How did you two stop being in the same body?

OP

[martyrofduty]

It's complicated.

He died. My soul was left behind in his body, which kept it alive too.

OP

[justoscar]

That sounds.... Very scary.

I'm glad you made it here, then. It's different. But... You can be yourself.

OP

[martyrofduty]

It was infuriating (not at him).

That is also complicated.

OP

[justoscar]

... I don't understand. How?

OP

[martyrofduty]

Our situation was different from yours. Him learning I was alive probably would have killed me—against his will.

As was referenced in the call out post, what happened to the cavaliers is a source of tension. Had my continued existence come out, it would have had the same effect.

I would be okay dying, but I refuse to wound him so profoundly. I would rather live another ten thousand years as I already have.

OP

[justoscar]

Gideon said a lot of things in that post. I don't what it all means, either.

But, I think even one of the people I had the hardest time with back home would be impressed with your... your Mettle.

[He paused, frowning. It was so like him to find someone else that had a frightening commonality with James Ironwood.]

Not many people could handle that and come out as solid as you have.

OP

[martyrofduty]

No, but to those of us who were there, it's a lot more clear. Even to our friends that were not, it would be if they were here.

I did what I needed to do to be able to live with myself. I don't know that I would have made it any other way.

Oscar, I appreciate the sentiment, but I am not solid. I am so much less than I once was, and I have lost so much of myself.

OP

[justoscar]

Well. At least here you've got the chance to build yourself into something new.

-- if you want it, I mean.

That's what my friends and I are doing. Maybe life goes on in Remnant... but the last memories we have there are pretty bad. The kind of bad that makes you not want to risk seeing more.