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Robby "major sensei issues" Keene ([personal profile] strongroots) wrote in [community profile] countryclub 2022-08-27 08:45 am (UTC)

i hate this forever (affectionately) ((hatefully)) (((fuck u dad))) cw: child neglect history ig??

[ What the fuck.

That's it, that's the emotion; being ready to turn your back and emotions on a situation you're not quite sure how to deal with, a smidgen of shame letting itself be known over you being a coward about reaching out to the same man you remember doing. This is what his dad does: takes the easy way out, doesn't even reach out or try in the first place.

And now here he is, being no better after trying to rise up against the anger churning in his stomach, wanting change. It's a shame that's finding a home in him.

Before the can of coors does at his feet, and the smell of engine fumes and the sound of wheels linger in him long after the car has sped off.

Should he be angry? Should bes don't matter for what is, and Robby - fortunately wearing more than his own skin - crushes the can under his foot, a glare down the street for what's no longer there.

Who he's upset at has always depended on the day and his mood. This time, he isn't going to think too hard, won't acknowledge what's still sticking around as he doesn't, making his way downtown down some street with a hurried step. ]

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