I'm fine with starting over. It's the idea of being anything other than myself—and the idea of leaving everything we've worked so hard for behind just when the really hard work was starting—that doesn't sit right with me. That's just a way of saying I don't like either option, and I know that doesn't get me anywhere.

[ He pulls something like a potato, starchy and round, closer to himself. ]

I don't know, Yuri. Doesn't it bother you at all?