"This place and its predecessor have always had an uncanny way of poking at one's worst fears. You'd think I'd be used to it by now..." But there is no getting used to the fact that ones fears keep getting shoved in one's face.

"It would be better if I stay at my home. I still have to be there if people need anything." Plus his little herd of animals would be in danger if he isn't there to keep the barriers strong.