If I had the proper answers I'd tell you. But very little about this place makes sense to me, even after months.

[ to the point that there are times where he thinks about taking his chances out at the sea, just going out there and seeing where he ends up. He'd thought Rey coming back would be a relief, but when has hope ever given him anything but disappointment? ]

That's the last thing I remember from home as well. You must've learned after the fact. I always meant to ask you when; but there were things you were keeping from me.