[and she's trying, she's trying to make sense of herself being here in this moment. and Ben Kylo Ren being here as well. along with a Luke in his twenties. how the kriff was she supposed to act around him, knowing what she knew about his future and his future with Ben Kylo Ren?
Rey didn't know. and she was having the awful, sinking feeling that there was so much more that she didn't know than there was what she did. but. be brave, be hopeful. that was how she'd survived for years. those were probably things she'd have to rely on here, too]
The last thing I remember is being knocked out when the lightsaber split between us. I've never tried closing it. The bond.
And that must have hurt, to have the bond closed. But it was war, you were enemies. It must have hurt her, too. Right? Because surely the other me must have had good reasons to close it, even if it did hurt.
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[and she's trying, she's trying to make sense of herself being here in this moment. and
BenKylo Ren being here as well. along with a Luke in his twenties. how the kriff was she supposed to act around him, knowing what she knew about his future and his future withBenKylo Ren?Rey didn't know. and she was having the awful, sinking feeling that there was so much more that she didn't know than there was what she did. but. be brave, be hopeful. that was how she'd survived for years. those were probably things she'd have to rely on here, too]
The last thing I remember is being knocked out when the lightsaber split between us. I've never tried closing it. The bond.
And that must have hurt, to have the bond closed. But it was war, you were enemies. It must have hurt her, too. Right? Because surely the other me must have had good reasons to close it, even if it did hurt.