toteninsel: (lost carcosa)
Ariane Yeong ([personal profile] toteninsel) wrote in [community profile] countryclub 2023-01-27 06:26 pm (UTC)

[ Ariane does not look inside her welcome bag. She's too preoccupied with Elster, with the weak winter sun on her face and the wind in her hair. Besides, she already knows what's in there. They could get lost together, and that might even be fun. It's been so long since she's been lost, and not in the horrible, metaphysical way.

How Ariane feels, however, is a complicated question. It's her turn to look inward, although Elster might be able to guess, based on her slow pace and tendency to lean upon the other. ]


...Strange. [ That's not helpful. Ariane pauses, then tries again. She's out of practice in more ways than one, apparently. ] I don't feel sick anymore. It doesn't hurt the same. [ But it feels like she should be. It would be easier, in a way, for her to hurt again. Her body remembers how. All Ariane would have to do is lie down, and let it happen, and then - ]

I don't want to wake up. I just can't wake up. [ Everything will be fine, as long as she stays like this. As long as she stays in the dream. ]

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