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SEPTEMBER TEST DRIVE MEME!

SEPTEMBER 2022 TDM
Another month, another test drive meme! Our test drive memes are open to anyone interested - regardless of whether or not you join our game!

All Test Drive Memes are game canon. Players can choose to keep their TDM threads canon or not. TDM threads can be used for AC and can be used as your writing sample for your application.

Our TDMs serve as a way to build into the actual lore and worldbuilding of Deer Country and we strongly encourage everyone to enjoy and participate! Current players are always welcome to pull prompts from the TDM to reference on the Network or bring into logs as well as tag out to new characters top-leveling on the TDM itself.

Characters will always be able to actively die during TDMs as this is an extremely dangerous world. You can still have this be game canon! Check out how character death in Deer Country works here.

If you have any questions about the TDM, please ask down below!

IMAGE DESCRIPTORS IN ORDER OF APPEARANCE

Prompt One
[Image One: Bread Cornucopia filled with fruits and veggies]
[Image Two: Creepy glass eye embedded in sand]

Prompt Two
[Image One: A Lone Lighthouse by night]
[Image Two: Ghost Ship in dilapidated condition]

Prompt Three
[Image One: Wasps, Wasp Nest made from human Mask screaming terror, swirling eddies in wasp Nest]
[Image Two: Horribly mutilated Cenobite in Latex gear with exposed teeth]

STANDARD ARRIVAL
WHEN: First Week of September
WHERE: The Farther Shores/The Boardwalk, Koz's Orphanage
CONTENT WARNINGS: Creepy Prosthetics buried in the sand


On some level, you are one of the fortunate ones. The storms of August are now a distant memory. It is the waning of the Blood Moon and the tempestuous state of the Beast Moon this year is fading finally while the harvest is being collected. Sleepers arriving find no particular difficulty in actually reaching the shores for the most part, and transformations back into their natural state of being are relatively easy. They are met by happy Trenchies and fellow Sleepers with robes of white and their bags as normal, and motioned towards the waiting tents set up along the

What is strange, however, is that when Sleepers arrive, they may find their eyes drawn to something disturbing amongst the sand. Water washes with the waves and tide, and reveals a body part! They are always prosthetics of some variety, and many are glass eyes that eerily stare at the person. They can be retrieved with some ease, though they're in bad need of cleaning. Perhaps they belong to someone in town? If not, however, asking around will get a suggestion to bring those to Koz's Orphange in Crenshaw. They have a Lost and Found there, and it is the season of finding what and who is lost. If they do, they might catch a glimpse of Koz floating mournfully through the area, and one of the children will gratefully take the item, saying that they will add it to the rest of the Lost and Found, before coming back with a photo in hand. "Here, I found this, and I think it might be yours?" The photo is, indeed, of the giver and someone from their past. Perhaps it is an actual photo taken, or one they cannot remember having been taken. Regardless, it is offered to them in a cheap wooden frame. How it got there, the orphan does not know. It was probably there when they arrived.

SEASONAL DETAILS ON THE BOARDWALK

The Boardwalk is quite the spectacle this time of year, and those who were here the prior year will remember many of the decorations and festivities. Pumpkins have been stacked on spikes lining the Boardwalk with grotesquely realistic carvings of faces decorated on them. Massive white linen has been hung in the air to look like ghosts floating back and forth against the ocean wind.

Delicious smells waft from the Boardwalk as fresh donuts, candied apples, and hot apple cider are sold at every other booth, along with complementary cornucopias given to each new Sleeper made out of bread that has fruits of all varieties but always seems to have a small jar of the favorite fruit, seed, vegetable (or even meat) of the person receiving it. If asked where it is from, the Sleepers shrug and say "The Orphans took up a collection to give a welcoming gift to new arrivals." If what is in the jar is eaten by the person given it, it will help to ease their mind and give them a calm that can last up to a week as they acclimate.

Preparations are in order for this year's Black Parade. An annual celebration, it is promoted among the excited locals as something that people can participate in. Face Painting booths and costumes are available to those who wish them, with the statement by the Trenchies, "We do it to disguise ourselves from roaming spirits and hungry beasts."
A FADED MEMORY
WHEN: Mid October
WHERE: In Swimming distance (Barely) of the Farther Shores
CONTENT WARNINGS: Ghostly Ship & Lighthouse, Threat of Corruption, Remains of Ghastly Murder and Dismembered Corpse


It is by accident that your eyes chance to look towards the Farther Shores. There, you happen to see a lighthouse, but you know for certain that it cannot be the lighthouse that is normally there and manned by the fishermen. You can't usually see that from this angle. The moment that you see it, a feeling of mounting dread falls upon you, and you realize that there is no light in the lighthouse. Though the compulsion to investigate can be resisted, there is an almost overwhelming urge to go, to investigate, to re-ignite the flame before it is too late!

The question is getting out there. The fishermen, when the lighthouse is mentioned, will make warding gestures and look terrified. All will resolutely refuse to sail out, muttering incomprehensible curses and lashing their boats securely to the shore. There will be no fishing tonight. The lighthouse, from the docks and shores, is out in the water on a rocky outcrop that nobody remembers being there, though any Trenchy asked will pale at the mention. The only way to get out there is to swim. It is a hard, dangerous swim, but the tide is coming in, rather than going out, so the riptide is not pulling down. It can be done, or a raft can be hastily made. When clambering up the stone steps to the lone lighthouse, it is apparent its door is ajar. And within? Horror awaits.

The insides of the tower are caked in viscuous, green blood. The Lighthouse itself is barely standing. It looks as if a thunderous, colossal fist has battered it repeatedly, the building nearly collapsing at every step. It does not actually break apart, but those who ascend the steps find themselves fighting not to slip on old, caked and thick blood that smells of roses. The contact with the blood isn't doing anything good to the person's sanity and hallucinations of the screams of the dying can be heard, along with shrieks of "What is it?" at the top of someone's voice. An increase in corruption is possible here, though not required. The more one contacts the blood, the greater the risk is. In the top of the lighthouse, dismembered, skeletal remains lay in gobs of what may once have been flesh. One of them holds desperately a torch in their hand, and there is a lighter present. One look out into the night will see a great vessel approaching, broken, its sails tattered and ruined. there is little time, and hopefully the lighter works!

The moment the torch lights the lamp in the lighthouse, the ship veers away from a collision course that would have destroyed the lighthouse and likely the flimsy rock outcropping on which it stood. Shades of dead sailors stare in horror at those who man the lighthouse today, the ship sailing away into the night. All are pointing beyond, and if you look over your shoulder, you can barely see a collosal figure in shadow walking into the town beyond, seemingly confused and wailing. Nothing further happens, and when the people in the lighthouse reach shore again, they will find upon turning back that it is gone, as is the outcropping, though a close inspection does see the remains of a shallow of stone there where the island once stood.

Note: The Ghost ship cannot be interacted with. If someone has the ability to reach it, they will pass through it only to realize it is nothing more than a memory in the land. Fragments of rotted wood and broken masonry can be found in the water below, covered in countless barnacles. Nothing within them shows any proof of what once transpired. There is a risk of corruption from blood exposure, though this is very much up to the players if they wish to incorporate it.

No Trenchy will willingly speak of what transpired, though a careful investigation at the Pale Sanctuary may find a tome among the sacred texts associated with Cloverfield. Reading from it, one might find a forgotten marking that the first sighting of Cloverfield, long ago, saw the collapse of the original lighthouse. No Disciple recalls the incident, and none will speak of it.

FRIEND OR FOE
WHEN: Anytime in October
WHERE: At the frindges of the main districts
CONTENT WARNINGS: demonic bugs, Bug Horror, Grotesque death, Self mutilation, Bug Infestation


The first thing that alerts you to the danger is the screams. They are agonizing, gut-wrenching and full of naked horror. When traveling near the edge of any of the districts, particularly the Crenshaw district, it is possible at times to witness a truly horrifying sight. The screams, if investigated, come upon the grisly attack of a horde of not exactly wasps but closer to demonic insects swarming over a person. They shriek, their whole form shrouded by the terrible creatures as they're being stun and the things seem to be extruding some sort of substance to cocoon them while still alive to one of the trees. There is no cry for help, as the person is clearly unaware of who is there, but do you reach out to save them?

If you do not, the scene is horrific and grisly beyond reckoning. The wasps trap the hapless victim against a tree, grafting the extruded paper all over their screaming visage to form a new wasp nest before they ultimately begin crawling inside of them, devouring them from the inside out and implanting their eggs in the new 'home' created for them. It is at this time that the palpable danger may dawn upon you. The infernal bugs have not yet seen you, but they seem to be aware that there is other life around. Do you take this moment to try and beat a hasty retreat, or do you fight it out with the bugs? They can be destroyed, but only by means of abilities and powers that destroy multiples at once, such as great gouts of flame. Hopefully you have a coldblood present! Fleeing them is easier, but can you leave this person to their fate? Still, if instead you observe and take no action, eventually the bugs seem to notice you, and though they swarm near, as long as they are not attacked, they seem to do nothing.

Strange.

If, however, you try to save the victim, a very different scene plays out. The same rules apply to fight the swarm, and if you stop them short of killing their victim, you will see just who it is that you have saved. There, mutilated through self scarification and brutally altered in horrible ways that seem almost fetishistic, is one of the blood crazed zealots. Despite being weakened and badly injured, they lash out at you, their defender. The power that they wield with their blood is incredible, and they demonstrate an ability to wield it that is well documented. The only note is that no Cold-blooded Zealots are present, and so their powers are not represented this time. However, they are drained and though they pose a threat to your life, they can be killed here with a bit of care, can be resisted with great difficulty and certainly be escaped. Either way, there is no true reward for having killed them other than knowing that you have done so. Why are they here? Alone?

It is almost as if they were an advance scout, and the wasps were someone's defense against them, someone's early warning.

CODING
shiro2hero: (no really i don't get it)

[personal profile] shiro2hero 2022-10-17 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
... Yeah, about that.

[About the blood part, he means. While walking up the beach toward the boardwalk, gesturing Harry to follow.]

Blood is. It's important here. Everyone who wakes up here wakes up with a different type - and I don't mean A or B. It all has dramatic effects on people, on things... It's like magic, if you can believe that.
gerosilas: (it only gets worse)

[personal profile] gerosilas 2022-10-17 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
[helaena giggles nervously and turns––it is a skimpy robe, more like a shift than a proper gown. she steps forward, takes the robe as if it had been left out for her by a handmaiden in the red keep, and shrugs it on.]

Thank you. The white cloaks have their uses.

[her recent arrival has her feeling...dreamier than usual, and the powerful new blood in her veins doesn't help. the courtesies she's learned to adopt feel distant. she fumbles for them.]

That was kind of you. Do you know where I might stay?

[she glances back at dreamfyre.]

You don't have to worry about Dreamfyre. She hasn't killed anyone yet.

[comforting???]
gerosilas: (well if you wanted honesty)

[personal profile] gerosilas 2022-10-17 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
[helaena doesn't look up from the wasp, she recognizes her mother's voice. she's glad she got out of the dance too. her dragonfly omen seems to buzz around her worriedly, though.]

Not always. Their eyes don't move like ours do. Still, I think that they are eyes.

[helaena glances up with a smile which quickly turns nervous. it is her mother, but they seem to be of an age. she sends the wasp away.]

Mother. You're little. I hope you've had me already, or this might be uncomfortable.

[the zealot continues screaming.

helaena's dragonfly omen says "out of the fire and into the blood, past the beast in the boards to the Beasts in the wood. fish on the hook, fish cast the line, the rivers of blood flow upstream from the sea."

this is your least creepy child, alicent. helaena stands up and smiles.
]

I am glad to see you. We both should be free.
subject_013: (Menacing)

II

[personal profile] subject_013 2022-10-17 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[A hand in a black leather glove might come down heavily on Harry's shoulder. If he looks behind him, Harry will find he has company in the form of a tall, blond humanoid, clad in a vaguely Victorian suit cut from black leather, topped with a duster to match, his eyes hidden behind dark glasses.]

Leave them as they are. Some victims aren't meant to be saved.

[He says this with a cold note, as if there's something personal in his cruel rationale.]
ofthetower: (pic#16017278)

[personal profile] ofthetower 2022-10-17 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[why shouldn't an insect have eyes? it puzzles her, and she tries to tease out meaning from it when she's met with a nervous smile. she's no stranger to those, feels as if almost all her smiles are masking some discomfort. she folds her hands to hide her bitten nails, about to offer up a nervous smile of her own when those words hit, falling like tiny, icy arrows all around her.

mother

she isn't stung, she isn't in pain. gods be good she isn't even frightened, just stunned into numbness, her mouth opening and closing like a fish on a hook even as the dragonfly speaks its riddles. that a dragonfly speaks is harder to believe than these words, just now.

she has not borne any children yet, had only just been betrothed to the king. but if the dragonfly speaks, and that is real, then might this be real too if it isn't all a dream?

(but what kind of dream? a mad whirl of one, but while she's here - shouldn't she, couldn't she just embrace it? it is a bit of a freedom isn't it?)

that the girl's a targaryen is indisputable to her - her first thought had been rhaenyra, but she is not disappointed, and the little icy arrows give way to gooseprickles all along her arms - arms that she opens to extend toward the daughter she might one day have? she can see a little of herself when the other stands, the drop in her stomach brings with it a surprised cry.]


Forgive me. I do not know if this is a dream, but if it is I would know your name before I wake?

[but the zealot's screams, and the whole of this place have topped out on weird, and with a nervous glance again to the swarm that doesn't seem to be approaching, a wince at the zealot and finally an opening of her hands as she reaches for the girl's hands. she is a woman grown, and taller than alicent.]

Not so high, this tower.

[she laughs a little when she says it.]
doghouses: (pic#16012921)

[personal profile] doghouses 2022-10-17 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[The sudden hand on his shoulder makes Harry freeze up. Honestly, he almost swings the branch at this new guy until he hears the voice, and he glances at the stranger cautiously.

That cold, pragmatic voice and expression makes him think a bit of one Dr. Michael Kaufmann. Though perhaps Kaufmann was less of a pragmatist and more just indifferent, concerned with himself entirely. There is a cold logic to this man that is more distinct.

Reluctantly, he lowers his branch before just letting it drop to the ground.]


I suppose that's true. [Even if he doesn't like that this man has the right of it.] Do you know who these people are?
gerosilas: (when you've read the books)

[personal profile] gerosilas 2022-10-17 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[helaena has always thought of her mother as immutable, unchanging; this is her tragedy (helaena would have rather married jace). something has happened to make this laughing girl her sad-eyed mother––helaena doesn't think it is her father, he is gentle (sometimes to a fault). perhaps it is aegon––he is very disappointing. or alicent's own father, who has always scared helaena a little. most likely it is the steps to the dance, the song itself, the web, and the beast in the boards helaena can't quite put a name to. their little world is not kind to laughing girls.

helaena has never known how to explain her dreams to her mother. she has tried before.

her smile is less nervous, more sad now, resigned. this feels familiar. she sticks to what she is certain of. she lets her mother take her hands, but she doesn't exactly grasp them back. sometimes she forgets to hold on.
]

I am Helaena. Dreamfyre is mine to fly. This is the Waking World; I don't know how long either of us will stay here.

[it is better that we return to the sea, after. You will not grow any higher, I think perhaps you grow smaller, somehow. she looks briefly at her omen. it says only 'the tower, the blood, the hooks, the fish.']
Edited 2022-10-17 19:44 (UTC)
doghouses: (pic#16012921)

[personal profile] doghouses 2022-10-17 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm... not certain how to follow that. So blood impacts the people and environment here depending on how it manifests in you?

[But then, blood... does that not follow? Power in life, power in all. Why not?]
strikefirster: (Been a long night)

[personal profile] strikefirster 2022-10-18 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Johnny takes the kick to the side with a grunt. He lays there briefly. He should be contemplating where he went wrong in this whole approach, but instead he gets mad. It's kind of his default.]

Why don't we find out!?

[And Johnny manages to pull himself into a low crouch and makes an attempt to sweep the leg. He isn't about to take this laying down. Except that he will.]
necroprince: (bev johnson 3)

[personal profile] necroprince 2022-10-18 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
[She huffs a laugh. She would be surprised if there were no hurt feelings, the death she doomed him to can't have been a pleasant one, based on the dread that it was described with. Still, she knows he'd understand too.

Some things are too important to be left to burn. As long as Joy and Patience waited to have their little stab at deicide, Ianthe will wait to get what she truly wants. She'll trap him in a tomb of his own, make it so that he couldn't fuck anything else up if he tried.

Or something like that. It's a work in progress.]


You two are adorable, you know that? Like an old divorced couple. The sheer contempt is sweltering. [She smiles. Mercy doesn't the hurt, so she won't. A favor for a favor. Or an attempted one for an attempt.] Is he here? Or is it just the two of us and a billion deformed squid?
Edited 2022-10-18 01:46 (UTC)
poorlittlesange: (screams in polite anguish)

[personal profile] poorlittlesange 2022-10-18 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you, [Jin Guangyao says with a courteous smile that contains only trace amounts of the actual panic he is still experiencing at the sight of the dragon behind her. He very deliberately does not let any of it into his voice.] That is very reassuring.

[It is not reassuring at all. He is not remotely as convinced of the dragon's disposition as this girl seems to be, and leaving her alone with it in this state strikes him as absurdly irresponsible. He stifles the surge of frustration he feels at having his nightly investigation of the shores derailed; it isn't her fault for being drawn here, and he won't take it out on her. But her question makes him hesitate. Where do new Sleepers stay before they find a place to call their own?]

This humble one is most willing to help jiemei find a place to stay, if she would like the assistance. I am called Jin Guangyao.

[His odd manner of speech with its peculiar courtesy pronouns and ingrained, third-person humility would sound far more natural on an ear accustomed to hearing spoken Mandarin. If nothing else, however, it should be clear in his demeanour that Jin Guangyao is doing his best to afford this strange young girl with hardly even a stitch of clothing to her name every polite courtesy he can find, out of respect.]
Edited (lol moved words around, he's not lying when he says thank you) 2022-10-18 02:00 (UTC)
ofthetower: (pic#16017263)

[personal profile] ofthetower 2022-10-18 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
[so much tragedy to come, and some has already happened. alicent cannot know how close her daughter has come to the truth of her own sorrow, of her own lonely, upright and narrow path - it wasn't one she would have chosen, though choice was never afforded her much at all. she would not have chosen viserys, and that is no slight upon the king - he is patient, and gentle and kind, and he listens to her when she speaks. there is a meeting of minds, an interest in ideas, an exchange of thoughts and feeling that her father would have her spin to his advantage all the while dressing it up as to her own.

now, here, it is harder to think on that choice when she sees the girl that is to be their child. should she bear only girls, or will she have sons? she wants to know but does not press to ask, as they are not here.

she looks down at her fingers - what her father might calla ruin of her beauty, as if the skin around her nails has any real value or say upon who she is.]


Helaena. It is a beautiful name. And Dreamfyre is...

[well. dragons have always frightened her, though not so much now as before - she'd have perhaps said yes to climbing onto syrax now as she remembers, if only they could just flee king's landing and eat cake. a child's wish, impossible, and she is unsure if she would choose it now that she's seen what will be.]

...as lovely as she is fearsome. She was Rhaena's dragon, once.

[alicent can hold fast where helaena forgets - but what she does, inexplicably, because she is tired of doing what she's told, and even if she cannot say what it is she wants for forever, what she wants now is to step out of the slippers she's found herself in, and feel the ground beneath her feet.

it pains her to see sadness on the face of her daughter-to-be, and there's an echo of viserys in this, too - so with a dizzying fear in her belly, and a dry mouth (this must be a dream, surely but if that's so then anything is possible) she summons her courage asks the thing.]


Could we fly together if I hold fast to you? I ...I regret never doing so, and I am stronger than I look. There's so much sky.

[that is a way she can grow higher, but not a way anyone would have expected or tried to force. and the only ones to gain from it are right here.]
wingstosee: (curiosity)

[personal profile] wingstosee 2022-10-18 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
A raven?

[ that... okay, that is pretty cool? that sounds devil as hell, even if anna's insisting it wasn't. ]

...was it cool? Being a bird, I mean.

[ she's getting a follow-up question, alright. just... maybe not the one she's expecting? ]
wingstosee: (shouldhaveknown)

[personal profile] wingstosee 2022-10-18 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
wolves are also kind of scary though?
although i guess she just sounds like a big fluffy dog...
maybe that's less scary. i think i'd have to see her to really know

the rest of it all sounds pretty freaky though
like. if your name's the reckoning that's not a good sign right?
it feels like that's a bad sign

okay maybe less for the moth? moths are kind of neat
unless they flap in your face.

actually i guess moths kind of freak me out too. sorry.
wingstosee: (iseethedevil)

[personal profile] wingstosee 2022-10-18 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
IT ABSOLUTELY MAKES A DIFFERENCE???
wingstosee: (smilingsoft)

[personal profile] wingstosee 2022-10-18 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ he notices that little pause - from team to family. and for a moment, all he can wonder is if shiro's been through the same sort of things he has. does shiro know that feeling? are they more similar than he thought?

he doesn't ask. it's rude to pry like that, after all. he gets that.
]

That sounds nice. [ and he means it, too. ] Maybe I'll just. Ask about that, then? At least until I figure out a place I can stay. Haha.
wingstosee: (dismay)

[personal profile] wingstosee 2022-10-18 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
Three!

[ venus is a very good kid, except for many of the ways he is a very bad kid. and one of the ways that he is very good, and also very bad, is the way he just trusts that harry will run once they've agreed on it. so when they hit three, venus just... drops the antenna to his side, letting the glow die away, and starts sprinting.

he makes it a full three steps before he turns to check on harry. and then he almost stumbles as he tries to take in what he's seeing.
]

RUN?? HELLO????
shiro2hero: (no really i don't get it)

[personal profile] shiro2hero 2022-10-18 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
That's about right. [A gesture at himself, tiredly.] Some people are like me, Warmblood - no real ability or "power". Just normal people.

[As normal as you can be when you transform from a squid!]

There are people like "Coldbloods", with elemental powers. Summoning up fire, or ice. Or both. Palebloods are empathetic, and I think psychic to an extent... See the future, that kind of thing. There's more, but I'm not too familiar with Dark or Vilebloods.

I know it sounds crazy. I'd show you if I could.
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cw: minor self-injury (magical sacrifice)

[personal profile] acidjail 2022-10-18 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[She can touch it. She can hear it. There is no more doubt left, as the screams of the dying who do not know themselves dead burrow into her skull without troubling themselves with her ears.]

Because I am a necromancer, and you are not.

[Those normal boots pivot on the steps, half-turned back towards Mike as she maintains the rumpled intensity of her expression, looking for all the world like someone working something stubborn out of her teeth with the tip of her tongue.

She could attempt a banishment. A sufficient ghost ward could be fashioned. There are enough materials for it, in her veins and his, let alone what already is freely offered on every surface, as infested with anchors as it may be. But it would take time, and she has reason to doubt that it would stick.]


This tower is haunted. [There is a simpler, much quicker kind of ward: practicality.] Anything you hear besides my voice isn't worth listening to, and if you hear me tell you to do anything particularly ludicrous - like lick the wall, or attempt to descend without the use of stairs - don't listen to that, either.

I will attempt mitigation. If you begin feeling possessed, make a fuss about it.

[With that, and no more, she faces back up the stairs and starts the ascent, her nails digging bloody half-crescents into her palms to ignite a low, throbbing hum of a ghost calling note. A child's kind of toy necromancy, the sort of thing they teach Fifth House infants in thrice warded rooms with their dear nannies' bones, but it will draw the attention of whatever stalks here to her instead of him.

This is practical. She really does hate dealing with possession.]
shiro2hero: get it (lemme give you a hand)

[personal profile] shiro2hero 2022-10-18 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
It helps. [He admits, freely. There's no reason to keep things like that secret.] Having people you trust with you definitely helps you get by, here.

[Shiro pauses, though it's more in thought, this time.]

If you ever struggle to find somewhere, and you don't think Koz's would work for you, there's space at our place. It's just me and my husband, most of the time. Sometimes my brother.

Door's open, if you ever need it.
wingstosee: (injustice)

[personal profile] wingstosee 2022-10-18 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
It shouldn't matter what was first. It shouldn't matter what was. All that should matter is what should be.

[ there's an anger growing inside him, gnawing away at his innards and his flesh and letting something shine through. there are lights, in the corners of his eyes, beautiful and dancing and so, so close. he could reach out and grab them, like this.

he doesn't grab them. he's not brave enough, yet. but he does say, with an almost burning intensity, a light that sears at the back of his eyes and throat:
]

"Discarded when they no longer work?" Sure, for an idea. But what about an arm? A person? [ those light blue eyes are almost painful to look at, here in this moment. ] What's wrong isn't that we keep the wrong ideas and throw out the good ones. What's wrong is that people feel like they have to throw things out to fit the rest at all.

[ his grip on the arm tightens; his jaw clenches. ]

I wouldn't want new gods, and new rules, and new leaders. I'd want a world where we didn't need any of those stupid things to begin with.
wingstosee: (dismay)

[personal profile] wingstosee 2022-10-18 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
You have a husband?

[ that. definitely didn't come out exactly the way he intended. he clears his throat, suddenly and abruptly, as he tries desperately to figure out how to not shove his own foot further down his mouth. ]

That! I mean! Here, not, um, not in general! [ oh god. he looks like he might start crying again. ] It's fine that you have a husband! I'm not! I didn't mean to be! I'm!!!

[ please save him. ]
foulhussy: (pic#14402254)

[personal profile] foulhussy 2022-10-18 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
why though
shiro2hero: (shit i can't believe that worked)

[personal profile] shiro2hero 2022-10-18 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
Hey - whoa. Slow down... it's okay. It's okay.

[Please don't cry, holy @$#% don't cry Venus please. Shiro holds his hands up in that classic "take it easy" gesture.]

Breathe. Take a deep breath. [Listen, if he's upset, he's a damn good actor. But, he's not. Bemused, sure, but it's not the first time he's had that reaction - honestly, he's had plenty of time to get used to it.] I'm sorry. I - forget, a lot of the time, not everyone's used to that.
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[personal profile] doghouses 2022-10-18 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
No, I believe you. [Harry lets out a sigh, far less distressed than the typical person probably would be.] I've seen a lot of crazy things to last me a lifetime, so... I guess the way I see this is that it can't really be that impossible.

[you ever have one of those days where you're like "this might as well happen" because that's harry mason today]

I don't know anything about actually using abilities or magic like that. Is it expected of us?

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