(that can't be right. he would be here. he wouldn't just up and leave her like that. unless, he left in the same way she had left here. that he restored back into a squid to swim aimlessly in the big open waters. it's like her heart just shatter in a million pieces with someone with steel toe boots stomping it to make even more shards. her fingers are trembling as she holds onto the doll; lower lip quivers as her breath increasingly becomes uneven.
she ruined her chance. he was there and she ran away from him. and now... now he's gone. she just ran the fuck off and didn't even hug him or show any care or love. she turned her back on the man who took her in, fed her, gave her a home, cared for her. the weight of guilt and anguish is pulling her down -- hissing voices are swirling for her of "how could you?", "you're a terrible daughter", "you don't deserve him".)
(she clutches tightly on the doll; looking completely past her sister as her breathing becomes even more horribly unstable. thin ice are steadily forming underneath her feet -- the bench she is sitting on is frosting over with her hair still blue but more of a white icy color. it's then "mylo" perches right beside jinx with head tilt while watching her in his intense ghostly stare. he leans to her with his lips close to her ear so he can say one thing that will be loud and clear for her.
'you betrayed him.'
those three words hits her core -- her eyes widen with a sudden sharp icicles sprout unexpectedly from the ground to separate herself from her and vi and her omen.)
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... No.
(that can't be right. he would be here. he wouldn't just up and leave her like that. unless, he left in the same way she had left here. that he restored back into a squid to swim aimlessly in the big open waters. it's like her heart just shatter in a million pieces with someone with steel toe boots stomping it to make even more shards. her fingers are trembling as she holds onto the doll; lower lip quivers as her breath increasingly becomes uneven.
she ruined her chance. he was there and she ran away from him. and now... now he's gone. she just ran the fuck off and didn't even hug him or show any care or love. she turned her back on the man who took her in, fed her, gave her a home, cared for her. the weight of guilt and anguish is pulling her down -- hissing voices are swirling for her of "how could you?", "you're a terrible daughter", "you don't deserve him".)
(she clutches tightly on the doll; looking completely past her sister as her breathing becomes even more horribly unstable. thin ice are steadily forming underneath her feet -- the bench she is sitting on is frosting over with her hair still blue but more of a white icy color. it's then "mylo" perches right beside jinx with head tilt while watching her in his intense ghostly stare. he leans to her with his lips close to her ear so he can say one thing that will be loud and clear for her.
'you betrayed him.'
those three words hits her core -- her eyes widen with a sudden sharp icicles sprout unexpectedly from the ground to separate herself from her and vi and her omen.)