(jinx had always dealt with her monsters and her voices alone. she does her entire best to ignore them when she is out in public and with others. but a lot of times, she can't help herself when they grow so loud in her mind and they claw at her shoulders or breathing down her neck. it gets exhausting a lot of times and confusing because sometimes the things that they say turn to be true. which often makes her wonder if she should listen to them or to the people in front of her.
it's a constant tug of war that a lot of times lead to disaster. it's... this exact thing that cause of a screw-up in missions and silco's death. and throughout of the years of vi's absence, silco's goons that had seen jinx be this way would normally back away or ignore. in fact, the zaunities that known of jinx never address her or try to soothe her. but why would they really? while zaun was split to be for or against silco, those that were for him were also afraid of jinx. to be expected, really, and truly she enjoyed bringing the fear in their eyes. )
(so to have vi here speaking to her in lull, addressing and then confronting "mylo", it's extremely unexpected. it's a slow turn but she gazes up to her sister -- her form transforms but only for her eyes to appear. her eyes may still be pink but they are round and doe-eyed; a look of a girl that died so long ago. her three squid hearts are swelling as she watches vi telling mylo off just like when she was younger and he said all of those awful things; true or not.)
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it's a constant tug of war that a lot of times lead to disaster. it's... this exact thing that cause of a screw-up in missions and silco's death. and throughout of the years of vi's absence, silco's goons that had seen jinx be this way would normally back away or ignore. in fact, the zaunities that known of jinx never address her or try to soothe her. but why would they really? while zaun was split to be for or against silco, those that were for him were also afraid of jinx. to be expected, really, and truly she enjoyed bringing the fear in their eyes. )
(so to have vi here speaking to her in lull, addressing and then confronting "mylo", it's extremely unexpected. it's a slow turn but she gazes up to her sister -- her form transforms but only for her eyes to appear. her eyes may still be pink but they are round and doe-eyed; a look of a girl that died so long ago. her three squid hearts are swelling as she watches vi telling mylo off just like when she was younger and he said all of those awful things; true or not.)